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In a desperate state I rot

Been lost to my thoughts

What will it take to awaken me?

Nails bitten down to the quick

Nerves have gotten the best of it

I can fell the hammer coming down

Like a scar I cant hide

It runs in my head on repeat

Played it out in a thousand ways

Yet it always end up the same

When you thirst for

I had nothing to offer

When you starve for

My hands were empty

Our future ripe with failure

Built upon a broken foundation

All empty promises spoken

If I was able to I would erase them

A black void grows in my chest

Where my heart used to be

Slice me open a loving gesture

Spill my blood in your mouth just to nurture

Ahhhh

I lie in the wake of my mistakes

In sorrow and regret im wallowing

To undo all the years of your grieving

Id offer myself id give anything