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I stood there screaming with the windows shattered out

Picking up the many stones I need to throw

Then I mutilated silence

Chewing all the nasty words up in my mouth

Phantom limb grips and the tingling reminds me of the pieces I cut away

Castrated and stuck in a grave my body wants to turn

Lies I said that paved all the way

Itching starts to burn

It was sharp I broke it off

Took it all in didn't even bleed

Talking to myself until I bite my tongue

I gnaw it off slowly with infected gums

My lungs are amputated I just want to breathe

Twitch while I pull it from the wound

Its stench smells like everything I'm hording in vain

Fist fucked delusion with a handful of pills

My reflection chops a line

Stabbed too many things that don't exist

Exasperated I'm alive

Passed around like gimp with a gag

My safety word's a bribe

Dried up veins an illusion of shame

I'll swallow every time