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Hunted by myself, I want an absolute abyss.

I wish I did nothing, and the parents that made me were never born.

What made me is my worst enemy.

I want to be nothing, absolute nameless grave.

I want to be torn apart to such distances that even time will forget me. I want to dissolve.

Death is not my hope, because I want to be completely forgotten.

Dissolution will not do. I want to have never existed.

Hate, desperation, funeral, cancer, they are all but small fragments of a chaos much bigger than the suffering of all those who got raped and beheaded.

Nothing, absolute nothing, a cold nameless grave.

Dissolve like the confusion of a schizophrenic.

Dissolve into space.

Dissolve like the prostitutes torn apart by Jack.

Dissolve like a muslim confused after a wet dream.

Dissolve like a christian whose church is burning.



Dissolve like the father raping his son in shame.

Dissolve like a child who jacks off to his mother.

Dissolve like the beheader of his girlfriend.

Dissolve like the incision paling before letting out the blood.

Dissolve like the father raping his son in shame in a cold nameless grave.

lyrics by Emir Togrul 2016