Coughing blood and phlegm A snake bites into rotten flesh The lightning hit twice in the same spot Salty rain pouring into open wounds The shriek alerted the wolves The body decayed and forgotten by carving winds of time Near the lake with sights so pure But it was all dark Cursing the day that life got out and grown Downward spiral of traps before and after obstacles There is no profit or reward There is scars and puss There are only flaws And every memory holds a failure Eclipse casts rotting-empty darkness Creeping spider legs, long and awful On a dying shadow screaming mischance Upsetting unsolvable tragedy no one cares about The grave is so deep and dark; no one sees its end… Destroying my ugly entity in the name of futility An eternal loser forever ashamed Erased and vapored from every chance of luck I am the distant spark of hate inside your mind Far away from security Let me dive and drown in those wretched thoughts Kill every hint and joy of happiness Only sorrow is approved to reign