In tides and in the calm
This is where I end
No one cares; me neither
This life is paradise for maggots who can't understand
You slowly drift to your doom,
A blink of an eye and you're gone
The only thing left is to scream in agony and pain
Grown by self-hate and self-destruction
They will always be against you
Even when fresh-cold-winter-breeze is in your nostrils
You will always be at the wrong
I carved a world of peaceful solitude and you shuttered it
The crows will sing and the sun won't shine
I am finally forgotten by the endless time
As I were when I lived
The chant of "This is all for nothing" is being said for another thousand times
At night in when waked from a sleep
The light came and lightened the room
It swallowed me whole
Sirens sang beautiful song
The wind whirled all the things in there
And I felt him coming… walking… slowly…
Keep me away from society
And far from the lies
Far from every pathetic creature that is alive
In my own divine solitude I'll dwell forever
In failure and sadness the night will enter...