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This world is full with ugliness

Inside and out

Like a sea,

Calm and dead from the outside

But inside, a raging hateful war

With no mercy

At its darkest and brightest

Glance outside and see only filth

Every face is worse than another

None will pass the gates to my peaceful solitude

Everywhere the sun touches

There is more filth

Nausea and vomit rising

Life is so hideous

All the bad of things is upon me

And I deserve this fucking hell

Chained to the abyss of life's cruelty

Being mocked

The only way to get out from here

Is by suicide

I abhor that I can't do something to change it

And everything I try is leading into failure

Since birth I was stricken with a shitty life

Everything I've did was wrong and led to failure

Controlled by disgusting humans

There's a pit of emptiness inside of me

All I can think of is a mass genocide to the human race

Or to stay alone in my own solitude without them, suicide

But my mind is erased

After a night of little sleep

I can't feel anything, and I don't care

Dead carcass breathing

Cursing this existence

Where everything is the same

No one is better, they all miserable

They don't understand it

Yet more function then I'll ever be

I deserve this fucking hell

Destroying myself and darkness leaks out

Conquers this stinky world

Mass graves will become the beauty of life

Crows now rule the world

With anguish and sorrow still here

Seeing only bad and the revolting life

Hearing the screams of them ills

Smelling the human shit and stink of society

Tasting the sour poison of wretched life

Touching my bloody dead body to feel something

It seems like someone controls me to drown in skies of negativity