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I'm glancing in the mirror and getting disgust

Looking outside and the vomit is coming out

The sun and the light harvest all beauty

And another flesh is violating the air and existence

Existence made to suffer

Existence without purpose

They pouring the ugliness into the space

Hate and abomination is in my mind

I abhor this life

Nausea every time I realize I'm alive

In this sickening ugly world

Enter the cold cave

And don't ever come out

Life is detestation, and I'm trapped in them

This isolation is the only thing that cures me

I strangled myself for all what I could do

Ignored all warnings and did all wrong

A heart that pumps poison into my neglected veins

I bring no good gospels to this world

And with every face that’s trying piercing the shield

A holocaust is coming nearer

Graceful cataclysm

On their concentration camp they will be,

the most elegant rain will pour,

On their mass-graves the most glorious sunset will descend

The world will start rising into the ice age again

With eternal winter and no human kind

But still... I know...

That in my desired solitude…

I will still hate myself...