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As the time pass

Can't believe even to my own lies

Ruining all the creations

Becoming all the things I hate

All this time that I'm alive

I've only was trying to survive

Playing you in this eternal game

But it keeps hurting me back

It will not get any better

Despair, disappointment

Dwells in every act

Suicide is thy way

Where the earth will cover me

Finally I will rest, without waking up

Circled by endless freezing forest

Shadows in the fog

The smell of the first rain

In this funeral silence

Stench of carcass

It will only get worse

There is nothing that can be done about it

Messed up again

Living with an ache in the heart

I don't belong here