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You're always be stuck in this mud

That will drag you down to the abyss

Abyss of sadness and failure

My road to sanity is blocked and faded

No goals, dreams or hopes

You'll never achieve something

Never get something good and satisfying

To be always at the losing side

Even when I'm at my peak I'm still not relevant

Lost the ability to feel…

A shame to everything that's exist

A useless lifeless with no abilities

I don’t want to be (here, alive or in the moment)

Life didn't drop tears of luck at me

Only bad things happen

With no reason

Just because life is cruel and will always be

Putting an effort to succeed at something, but it will never work

No success at anything

A revenge will come

To those who mock

Life has no meaning and so do you

Now all what you have tried to accomplish is falling apart

Everything is crumbling apart…

Stop the optimism

Accept the hurting truth

That's everything is in vain

YOU WILL NEVER BE SOMETHING!

I have nothing to be thankful for…