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I have really tried

And I gave all efforts

Like always I failed miserably

My uselessness stabs me like daggers,

Each for every failure

I feel the darkness of the void growing

Drowning me in depressive-mud

I am tired and I lost all hope

Nothing can heal me

Hell is inside me

A black hole absorbing every failure

No longer resonate

I have really tried

And discovered I am more shit then I thought I am

Nothing can make me want to live

Not happy anymore, not sad anymore

Not angry or anxious

Just a burden that gave up

And waiting to die…