"Wake up, tell me am I dreaming?" Just because my whole life is nothing but a clouded scream. Shrouded in cold entities of your flesh, as nothing repents and there is no regrets. Well, as I blatently stand here in front of you, I think these wicked thoughts as usual. "Wake up, but you're not really here." My life is well-endowed by a bleak presence of you. It's nothing but a blind image, a mirage thru my sight. And your invisible eyes see directly thru me, surpassing the coldness of your death. I breathe your horrid name and still you never appear. Although I am always malicious and completely full of nightmares. You will never face the reality of these horrorful dreams of mine. I wish they'd get out of my life, but I know this will never happen. At least to me, you're stuck here for eternity. "You're like a poison" itching to get away, but there's no escape! Kneel to me in blatent seas of torture and pray. Is it a crime to see our life fading away??? Bless me with your wish of death, never shall I hear your breath. Bless me with your solemn caress in wishes of my eternal death... I hear you speak, love me the way you used to. Memories struck down in forgetful shards of you... Bless me with your wish of death, never shall I hear your breath. Bless me with your solemn caress in wishes of my eternal death, "morbidly yours..."