And here I am sitting in front of the great book of the names of men Oppressed by the burden of my task A feather broke off and, whirling, Caught fire when it hit the ground A soul has separated from its body A tear falls down my face As I delete a name on the right hand sheet I sigh as I cover my four faces With the hood of my great cloak I fly up to assert The divine justice that accompanies my deeds A soldier serves the country, an archangel serves the Messiah A shiver shakes me and my plumage lights up, A new little feather has appeared strong and shiny! I go back to sit at my old desk And moved by joy I write a name on the left hand sheet My existence: an eternal oscillation between pain and joy My destiny: to reside in the third heaven without (ever dying!!!)