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A permanent shadow in my mind,

Cast of pain and regret.

These mistakes have piled up.

Why did I do that? Over and over again?

Too much agony afflicted on me, by me.

Memories engraved, boiled in my brain,

For far too long, for far too long.

Memories engraved.

But what about the others?

Who took pleasure in what they did to me,

They think they can just get away with it?

No,

No,

No!

They caused my mistakes!

They caused my pain!

Even my own fucking brother,

They're the reason I am here on this cold night.

You know who you are,

Pieces of shit!

Memories engraved, boiled in my brain,

For far too long, for far too long.

Memories engraved.

Boiled in my brain for far too long!