Lyrics written by Jonathan "Evil" , Feb 21 1996 Prayer of Death What future do you think I have ? For I can see nothing ahead of me Except for darkness , emptiness , blackness My days ahead don't stretch for very long Pain , it endures (endlessly) Violence erupts inside my brain Weakness overtakes my soul My prayer , death take me away My will is riddled with cancerous holes Ripping away my strength to fight Each time it seems that I might be winning I end up hitting the self destruct (button) Pain , it endures (endlessly) Violence erupts inside my brain Weakness overtakes my soul My prayer , death take me away Death is a beautiful woman With charms you can't ignore A siren who's song is calling Do you really give a fuck ?