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Eyes open

A flood of light

Who are they?

The ones that surround me

Am I the one who’s wrong?

As it appears , I say yes

Every choice

Is three sided

One wrong , one right

And one unexplained

How can it be

Through my life

I am always wrong

Or unexplained

What kind of “life” is this?

Don’t answer as I don’t care anymore

And it doesn’t matter anyway

For it is just me , alone for eternity

I invite my good friend

To join me for a toast

To you my friend

I call out your name

Sadness

Dark and cold are the days ahead

Riddled and decayed are those that have passed

I am stronger than those around me

To live one second of my life -

They would kill themselves instantly

What kind of “life” is this?

Don’t answer as I don’t care anymore

Title lyrics and music by Jonathan "Evil"

Lyrics written January 22 2000