Just when i thought I could handle life again You appear out of nowhere, my downward spiral continues There is no hope for one like me I probably couldn't kill myself right There is no hope For me, out here on the losing end I messed it up, I let you down So full or worthlessness There is no hope Hope is an illusion, blind mice in a maze Never moving forward, running in midair Never taking the time to sit back and think What a beautiful life i could have had There is no hope For me, alone with just memories I can't even be wrong right So full or worthlessness There is no hope I can't find enough words To explain how sorry I am Title Lyrics and Music by Jonathan "Evil" Lyrics written January 22 1996