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As I set sail into this sea of nihilism

I look ahead at the horizon

And see the greyed out

Painting of life before me

That i had once felt long ago……

This loneliness is haunting me

Demons claw at my chest

At the sight of any fire

That once had burnt in my heart

All the times I weeped

All the pain I endured

A fathers death that scorned

It was all for nothing

Nostalgia was just a means to suffer

An obsession just to drag me down below

Far beyond the grace of any help

My cries go unheard

My memory will be swallowed

By the vacancy of life one day

When nothings left behind

We will be so easily forgotten

As I spiral deeper into my thoughts

I realize there is nothing

There was always nothing

And there will always be nothing

For me