Got scars to remind me, I wasn't always this way Got people who still tell me, things I used to say Please won't you pull me under and carry me away? Caught in this current, I'm drowning You're suffocating my pain Bow to my pharmaceutical god Like a thousand times before Wet blanket shelters me My refuge on the floor White-hot fever strikes me Sends me into a tail-spin Doctor says I'm a new man I've learned not on words to depend Already fading, still I carry on Lost at sea, my private ocean I'm already gone