I stare into the black of my own eyes I see this thing I most despise Voices, voices inside my head Assuring me I'm better off dead I'm hopeless in my situation Helpless in my procrastination Won't you call out to me? Oh god, won't you set me free? Release me now from my depression You'll find me here in sweet oblivion I hit rock bottom too hard again Found loneliness was my only friend Voices they won't let me be Always looking down at me That goddamn monkey just bit my back That's another leech hanging off my sack If I had wings you know I'd spread them and fly Instead I'll be here and die, die, die