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A loss on the journey to the end is all I can be

All I want is for nothing to know me

Inner being drained

Into a black sea

Where the losses

Go unseen

Sacrfices forgotten

To be hollow

For it is the only way to leave

Nothing needs me.

Life becoming unbearable

But the very unbearableness itself

Chains me to exsistance

With the defeat of my acceptance for it

My only certainty

Is that nothing pure can come of this

I cut myself to see if I still bleed

But even when blood falls

I dont feel

I dont believe

I pray to no one

For the emotional cold to suffocate me

Nothing needs me.

Silence articulating constant despair

I waste and wait for nothing

There is nowhere from here.