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Something without a presence in this world

Has ripped inside me and taken everything out

And though Im left empty: it still hurts.

The pain that I cannot be killed by this nothingness

Wandering how it still always gets worse

When now it seems like there has never been happiness.

No one cares about your pain and its all you've got

but even if they did

Nothing could change what you do to yourself.

All is just a way to waste

My time on earth that I hate

I have no reason to wait

I have no reason to wait for death.

So easy to lose myself

So hard to find anything else

Theres nothing beyond my desperation.

I am endlessly gone.

And doing anything not to live

To be impossible I will stay in this torment.

All I can feel is emotion die

I cannot see anything with these tearful eyes

By my own despair: I am blind to life

Its no longer a loss if I'm dying.