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My feelings from nowhere

Take me from life

The loss is meaningless

Where I hollow from the inside

I dont deserve this shell of a life form

So deceptive-as if I exist

Heavy emptiness is upon me

And I am perpetuated for nothing

By despair and defeat

Hopeless wishes for something to cut me

Remind me that the time has passed for bleeding

Stay, stay with me silence

I am addicted to irredemption

Despair isn't special

To exsist is to watch everyone hate themself

I chose a way of blindness on my path far away from hope