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It gets me heavier everytime

I can't catch a break

Everytime it feels I'm sinking deeper

Falling deeper

How did I end up here again?

When I promised myself

I would never see your face anymore

But somehow I let you in

And now it's too late to give in

It's a fight I cannot win

I stare at the void

Feels like I'm empty inside

Oh how could I be blind

How could I think for a moment this could be right

Or will I ever see the light? Oh how could I be so blind

But it wasn't your fault

I let myself crawl into this hole

Oh God, are you even here?

There is no one that can save me now

And I'm the one to blame again...and over again

I stare at the void

Feels like I'm empty inside

Oh how could I be blind

How could I think for a moment this could be right

Or will I ever see the light? Oh how could I be so blind