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Gloomy feeling drives me forward

Not run, just to crawl

Activities of my brain focus on one point

To end this state the quickest possible way

I can see myself from inside

Driven through and through with fatigue

Burnt out for days to come

Thoughts smudged by nervous strain

It's been too long to let me stay normal

I don't even know

If I want to see the end of this day

I'm crushed at the bottom, no deeper to go

Been through this all I have no power to take off

I want to scream, I want to kick around

I want to return the world all the punches

I want to die fighting

No remorse either

I am tired for now

Need to take a rest from it all

Just to exist outside our time

But I cannot forget...