Time and again I am devoured by bitterness This flesh is not me Not where I’m supposed to be All I ponder is the emptiness Paling is the spirit within Dying’s the flame Time and again Time and again I gaze into the abyss Now gaze into me Set the ravenous monster free A muted howl for its deliverance Still echoes in the deep And as the vultures keep descending from above To feed on my soul Rip open a pitch black hole All I witness fills me up with pain Bleeding are my knees The ground is stained Time and time again Afflicted by the presence of my demons For what purpose are they haunting me Is the curse they bestow upon me salvation in disguise It burdens me As it keeps me in a constant state of bewilderment And with the autumn With its cold winds closing in I know their tyranny will follow me Here and beyond the grave