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As i penetrate her

I make her cunt bleed

She Will not be able

to walk normally again

But It doesn't matter

cause she's soon to be dead

Nobody Will leave this desecrated place

Collecting pubic hairs

A decoration for my alcove

A Place where Memories are still vivid

Frames of this events are buried here

Who Will Remember them except me?

Maybe there Is a reason

For me to be like this

I have this Scar that i must show

Everytime i Need an alibi

I have somebody to defend my actions

Even though i ask myself

why they should

If i could still rape, dismember and bury these prostitutes

For a foolish mistake

I could have done this for so long

I must fool them, they have to think I'm retarded or mad

I Need to pretend that i was dreaming

My desperate attempt to look innocent

I Will be sane for them

I had to chop their legs

And arms off their body

I broke their fucking joints

To fit them in their tomb

The only mistake they did

was to die in my hands

I couldn't have done nothing

But to make them disappear

But my existence is damaged now

I didn't think that

i would have come to this

but It's too late

This confession Will never bring them back

Maybe there Is a reason

For me to be like this

I have this Scar that i must show

Everytime i Need an alibi

I have somebody to defend my actions

Even though i ask myself

why they should

If i could still rape, dismember and bury these prostitutes

I'm the whore planter

The One who slaugthered

And forced to pose for me

But didn't let them go

They where under control

While Buried under my house

The reek of blood mixed with heroine

Didn't leave the ground

And It didn't leave me

I Will pretend to find peace and forgiveness from God

If he allows me