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Dreaming

What i can't reach

But soon It Will

This side of me

That i try to bury

"Why we have to wait ,why you're holding me down?"

He says to me

And I'm tempted

to follow him

But i know It can't go on like this

I must change something of myself

Why I'm stuck inside the body of a predator?

Who decided that I have to be like this?

There Is this border that he wanted to destroy

But the sceams haunts me everyitime i try to sleep

He ruined my Life everyitime he showed up

Not even psychiatric drugs got rid of him

A disgusting solution comes to my mind

I'm tired of chasing twisted fantasies

I don't want to do this anymore

But i must do something messed up

Like abusing of all of that children?

Stop talking to yourself

You need all of this

This Is the only thing that makes you feel something

''He's not me, why won't you belive me?''

cause their eyes can only see One man

And what you have done

We both know that for you Will never be enough

You shouldn't blame me like I am somebody else

You can cut how much you want but

You wont take away this part of yourself

Then i'll be purified

I'll be relieved

By ripping and cutting away

This part of me

I'll be Reborn

As a new being

A sacrifice needed

For the ones that suffered for me

I can't come back from this

But I Will pay the price of my actions

With 7 inches of meat

I Will shred my Dick off

I feel my Heart pounding faster than ever before

I don't know if it's for Joy or for the fear

That this could not work

Blood Is dripping from your scrotum

It chokes your breath

Ripping your testicles With your bare hands

This pain Is unbearable

I Watch them With a twisted grin

They burst under your teeth

While you swallow the blood mixed With semen

The suffering continues

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