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Nothings changed

It's gotten worse

A violent episode

To end the life I never wanted.

Dig a shallow gave

Fill it with the unobtained

One man-desolate-alone

With the urge to kill myself and others

Life couldn't be more depressing

And I find the end is self-inflicted

Homicide-suicide-execution

Disease and its many contributions

This is the dark side of my mind

That I can no longer hide

And it's all because I hate myself

I want out of this living death

I can't save myself.

Kill me before I die

Cut to the kill

I beat you swell

Face meets barrel as I pull the trigger

And now it's MY TURN