Morbidly transfixed With all that makes me sick A consciousness cleft betwixt Sanity and something worse With each thought perplexed By this mephitic hex So virulently vexed A brain about to burst No longer fantasies Manifesting by degrees Tenebrous tendencies I now perceive Disgusted Engulfed in the unclean Disgusted Inundated by thoughts obscene Repulsed and fascinated Enthralled and nauseated Disgusted With each passing hour My waking dreams devoured Quivering, my conscience cowers From this thing that I've become Slashing through my eager mind Fantasies I'd feared to find Learning that I'm so inclined To let my empathy grow numb And so I take this blade My choice now clearly made But once the violence fades A dread pervades Disgusted Engulfed in the unclean Disgusted Inundated by thoughts obscene Repulsed and fascinated Enthralled and nauseated Disgusted Repugnant, repulsive epiphany What the mirror reflects back at me A putrid portrait of lunacy Derangement taken hold utterly Viscera lay scattered Ichor want only spattered Sanity at last shatters Flesh left in tatters Wretched, wrenching, retching stench Clutching at clarity no longer entrenched In someone else's blood I am drenched A grisly, gore-soaked, gratuitous gut-wrench Cranium pulped and pulverized Gray matter bruised and brutalized No nose, no face, no mouth, no eyes Disgusting dreams now realized Death courses through blackened veins Another life so cruelly slain As they endeavor to explain The depths of my depravity Now madness I embrace Leaving the world to face The disgust I felt replaced With a numb tranquility The abhorrence I impart Within the bowels of the torn apart Makes you so sick at heart Behold my art and be Disgusted Engulfed in the unclean Disgusted Inundated by thoughts obscene Repulsed and fascinated Enthralled and nauseated Disgusted