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Deep inside my mind I have

Come to the realization

That there is no hope for

My salvation

I have built a monument to all misdeeds

A horrifying effigy that will embody my need

To cast off all the doubts that are now plaguing my soul

To release myself from anguish and replace it with greed

Nail my victim to the crucifix

And watch her writhe

Pull her tortured body from the wood

And spread it wide

Commanded by lust

A final thrust

I release my seed and now I'm filled with disgust

It's time for the end this is my favorite sin

I'll beat you to death and then I'll fuck you again

I have gathered over a thousand tears

From my victim

Their agonizing cries drown me in

Sweet oblivion

The look on my face warns you of impending demise

Despair replaces terror as reality sets in

You kick and scream and fight and try to

claw out my eyes

But your body must be cold for the real fun to begin

Nail my victim to the crucifix

And watch her die

Pull her rotting corpse down from the wood

And spread it wide

Feel the spasms rock my core as I surrender

to damnation

Hopefully the memory of her cries

Will lead me to salvation

But deep inside my mind I have

Come to the realization

That there is no hope for

My salvation