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Always on my mind the things that you did to me

I cannot escape this pain even in my dreams

I can still feel your hands all over my skin

If only you could face judgement for all of your sins

The horrors that I face every time I close my eyes

Is nothing compared to the sounds of your

orgasmic cries

Every time I fall into this pit of despair

You can see the pain inside my thousand yard stare

Searching for answers to why this injustice

happened to me

Like a cancer, growing and destroying everything

Hoping for a release from this torment since

we first met

For life is not worth living if it's full of this regret

Innocent child with a happy smile

No idea of what's to come

Now a damaged child with a vacant smile

Can't comprehend what has been done

And what was done was disastrous

Eats at my mind like it's cancerous

Full of a pain that makes me atrophy

Now I shudder when I hear your name

I feel there's no one but myself to blame

I can't come to grips with this catastrophe

Denial of what you've done is gripping me

Can't escape this terrible reality

Denial of what you've done is gripping me

Can't escape this terrible reality I'm a broken man

My life was full of hope and possibilities

But now it's filled with a bitter sense of finality

time to reprimand

Now you have a front row seat as my warped

mind goes off the rails

I will find you tie you up and shove splinters

under your nails

Carve my name into your chest so you can not

forget your crimes

I have stripped you of your pride and next I'll

strip you of your time

Now I douse you in gasoline

Your screams are a lullaby to me

I will remember them fondly

They'll dominate my dreams

My empty stare is just a taste

Of how you meet your demise

I light the match and start the flames

I wipe away my tears as I