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Tonight it´s the last night of two of us

 In a strange land in a hotel room

 The two of us together and yet separate.

 I´m sitting resignated, head in hands

 Am I willing to wait for the minutes to come?

 It should have been a fresh start

 Summer night should have refreshed

 Our fading fumbling

 On our common quest

 I stand up and walk round the room

 I can´t find the right words, explain it to myself

 The long forgotten is talked over and over again

 Until the apokalypse of relation of human souls gets real close.

 I tell myself what a relief

 You rather run away

 I hear the door bang

 I lay my cautious self in bed

 There is no way to settle the fast running stream of thoughts

 Should I run and follow you? Or leave it all to the fate and time?

 Did I fall asleep or was it just a dream?

 I hear the bang at the hotel room door

 Was I hoping to read the feeling in your eyes and then that I might embrace you?

 Shocked I listen to the strange words

 Of policemen instead and I know the time has stopped its run for me.

 They are taking me to the road past the hotel

 Where´s a covered body in front of a car on the road.

 I´m hoping to wake up from the nightmare

 But nothing of that kind is coming

 I beseech to forgive me

 I could never imagine anything like that even in a bad dream

 Despite of all the pain and trouble of us

 I have always wanted to be close to you.