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Thick book of life

I read it daily

Day by day and every night

Finger on line

I´m turning pages

It tries to undermine my mind

I am reading it by one breath

At the end lurks my death

It makes me wonder

why some people caused my pain

All their injustices smote my heart

It´s such insane!

Mysterious

and full of secrets

Sweat is running down my face

I'm on my knees,

destroyed and broken

Whispering the final sentence without God´s grace