Condemned to the bedside, unable to move They wait for me to waste away, a burden they can’t remove Drugs dull my wishes; surrogates fill my veins But I hear their muttered words; I sense their disdain Watched with a careful eye On this bed I now lie Silenced I cannot cry I have been sentenced to die Organs slowly failing, I’m wasting away The drugging increases, growing greater each day Mind growing numb, as the memories fade Glimpses of my former life, with death I’ll be repaid Watched with a careful eye On this bed I now lie Silenced I cannot cry I have been sentenced to die Cannot move unaided, I don’t want to breathe Beg for the end to come, the end of pain a reprieve Forced to keep living, while I wish it to end Be rid of this mortal flesh, to my sentence I must now attend Silenced I cannot cry I have been sentenced to die