I. Aftermath
Burning myself in the shower
My friends won’t talk to me anymore
My every thought shattered to pieces
Or slipping into the depths of my mind
I can’t keep skipping my classes
Someone will notice something’s wrong
I can’t keep up this lie much longer
Sooner or later they’ll find out
I don’t understand why this happened
I don’t understand why I feel like this
I’ll do it again if I have to
But please gods I don’t want to
A light in me is snuffed out
I see no way to get it back
The wrong is in me, you you chose wrong
Stop asking me what it was like
I don’t understand why this happened
I don’t understand why I feel like this
I’ll do it again if I have to
But please Gods I don’t want to
II. Execution
I’ll prove myself to you
I’ll do anything for you
Even the things I don’t want to
Even the things you force me to do
The truth of my duty revealed to me
I only see what you want me to see
A traitor to my master’s ways
It’s up to me to end her days
Descending down into the depths
Feet dragging on these crooked steps
All the joy drained away
In the despair of this filthy cage
Looking up, I meet her eyes
She never was a friend of mine
Steady my hand and steady my blade
Waiting for that light to fade
Her dying fear invades my mind
Her dying fear becoming mine
Drag me down into her death
Lose complete control of myself
Her dying fear inside my mind
Her dying fear becoming mine
Drag me down into her death
Lose complete control of myself
Her dying fear invades my mind
Her dying fear becoming mine
Drag me down into her death
Lose complete control of myself