An ember rises deep in roots of my Everlasting soul, primeval body Force forgotten since we left the caverns When the time has come to move forward It calls me to where heart of nature is Massive grey mountains, overgrown old woods Virgin temples of life plurality Places with their own timeline I try to ignore blazing call inside Growing impulse of primitive instinct I feel fear and hate rushing through my veins Slowly in my mind crawls sense of loss Those new chains are holding me tight Thousands years to cut umbilical cord Indestructible bond with mother nature "finally we can take care of ourselves" Self awareness surpassed the children And they rejected their mother But they were never self-sufficient Now I stand shackled in chains created by myself On my own old request unable to move Inner embers, the old mothers' love Makes me feel both proud and ashamed I desire reconnection, but it's too late Prodigal sons did not get a second chance