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For how long I was lost

It felt like only seconds passed

Fuck.

I've slowly come to terms

I can't go on

Our paths were crossed & cursed

With bridges built to burn

The same thing that hurts so good

Reminds me of my worth

Release what's turned to bone

It's my fault for loving you

Away

All down & out

Remain here

With the vision lost

You always

Were a part of the dream

I can't remember

Never meant it seems

How

I thought you my world

Everything

I misunderstood

You're

Always part of my world

Everything

Reminds me of you

Some place

I've been here I thought

Long ago

I'd like to remember not

Can't sleep

This image never fades

Though colors in the vision

Change to lifeless grey

Don't let me hear you say

That you love me

When all my days are grey

And I'll never be the same

I can't even say

that I loved you

If I could watch decay

And I'll never feel that pain

I'll share my dream

All over the world

With the memory

Spoke in my words

I'll hold your hand

And crush it to bits

But you had your purpose

Like christ's crucifix

Onward.

I'm so ashamed

of how things went

I wasn't me

Nor were you

Time away

Should make us happy

Well nothing's changed

We're suffering

I broke your wings

I'm guilty

I'm sorry

I miss you

Time can't bring

Healing

I'll miss you

Always.