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There's some things they don't tell you about when you're younger

Things you can't be prepared for

Like the first time someone you love dies

And the realization you'll never see them again

But that first time is cloaked in naivety

You're there thinking it's not a normal part of life

Only later do you realize the absurdity

That is the sandglass of time

And as I age my insomnia only grows worse and worse

As the years pass into psychosis further and further I fall

I fear there's no saving me

From drastic side effects