Uneasiness seems to always set in Staring in the mirror for far too long How can I understand what I see, with these lines so quickly fading? As the sound around me dies, the blood rushes up behind my eyes And my head crawls with the sense of hot apprehension Disassociation keeps me far away Keeps me dreaming when I'm wide awake What have I the capacity to do, in this state of muted feelings and silent aversions? What can I do to put this to sleep? In my dreams I'm plagued by epic destruction Paralyzed by what may come to be Every beat I miss could be the death of me Is it life that I value or fear that I need? Is it intuition or just insanity? As the sound around me dies, the blood rushes up behind my eyes And my head crawls with the sense of hot apprehension Disassociation keeps me far away Keeps me dreaming when I'm wide awake What have I the capacity to do, in this state of muted feelings and silent aversions? Staring back at a face I do not know, I cannot begin to call it my own And I'm reminded of how many years it's been now But you left your mark on me and it will be carried on In my dreams I'm plagued by epic destruction Disassociation What have I the capacity to do? What have I?