Shriek of terror, breakdown my spine, delusive conceptions shred my mind
neverending pain, everlasting suffering, neverending hate, everlasting sorrow
i lost my life again, i lost the way again, scared of what i have done, afraid of what i have lived.
In hell i filled my eyes, guilty of all this pain, agony became a parasite corroding me from inside.
trapped in this nightmare, i have been trying to escape, burning my soul away.
Life remains the same and nobody knows my name.
tears and blood all i see here at this point of no return.
These damned four walls have trapped my flesh, drugs inside my veins have intoxicated(poisoned) my brain.
i am still suffering in this fucking black lodge, i am still bleeding from my wounds.
Life remains the same and nobody knows my name
tears and blood all i see here at this point of no return.
Distortion of reality is what i have lived, psychotic reactions have taken my will.
i am still suffering trapped in this nightmare, i am still screaming in my room.
Electroconvulsive therapy is what i have gotten and a brain lobotomy is next for me but the voices remain the same.
i lost my life again, i lost the way again, scared of what i have done, afraid of what i have lived.
Drowning, until my death.
Feeling, there is no escape
Burning, in this cage
Living, with demons burning inside my head.