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I'm so afraid of speaking from myself

It's all "we" not "I"

Compressing space

Growing panic

I can't do this

I will not handle this

I fall into this radiant emptiness

I'm drowning in it

As a recurring waking dream

Over and over again

This bog is pulling me down

More deeper beneath

With increasing power it's killing me

I can't release myself

The time is running out

Evaporating off my hands

I am trapped in this void

To dissolve into this great nothingness

Every second fighting for fairness

I am screaming to you

You can hear me but don't listen

Nobody can't

Everything is so wrong

Total mess in all of my being

I doubt in all that I believed

Haunting lie around me

But I am still here

Barely breathing

Your norm is not a nature's norm

I ask for forgiveness to the universe for this