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Everything is trembling

Inside of me

The frantic pulse

I'm suffocating

I'm dying

Where can I find strenght

Just to calm down

And enjoy my life day by day

Not able to smile anymore

And constantly pretending

It feels so violently tormenting me

In another life

I will revive

I will be light

When I revive

All is blackness

The unceasing vanity

With hopelesness ends

Incessantly spreads

All is blackness

Viscous pain

In all of my being

And the end is so close

In this life

Your venom is poisoning me

I am blackness

Suffering it's my existence

Your love is hurting my brain

Your love fracturing my exhausted body

Your everything destroys my shell

Never in my life will be happy

Only illusive memories

About the past and the future

(That never happens

Never happening memoeries)

About this never happening life

Want to renounce of it all

To break this neverending circle

So tired of it all

So tired of us