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Helpful was given happiness

At the same time I possessed everything and nothing

Logbook, with you I can vent all this

I realize the emptiness coming every day

What I left behind

All I abandoned to come

There's nowhere to go on

But the rest of emptiness I see

I see it's too late

I can't know how long it will sustain

But in fact I know one thing

The much I've left

Observing some time

I hear my intuition

Always pushing me against myself

I tried to walk towards

Somehow I slaughtered everything in my path

Just left dead

All I abandoned to come

There's nowhere to go on

But the rest of emptiness I see

I see it's too late

I can't know how long it will sustain

But in fact I know one thing

The much I've left

Then, what I'm looking for now?

I can’t say, but from inside the deeps is showing out

Intended apologize for the runaround

This weird chaos I live with

Maybe it's just a fuss, but it is not, the depth said

Never thought I'd say, confined in a prison

There is no way to avoid

It's a prison, I'm trapped

All I abandoned to come

There's nowhere to go on

But the rest of emptiness I see

I see it's too late

I can't know how long it will sustain

But in fact I know one thing

The much I've left.