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The panic took hold, it seeped in through the cracks

and infected him wholly, till he finally collapsed

“The pain of living, outweighs the pain of dying

Take me away

My fear of living, outweighs the fear of dying

Let me decay.”

Weltschmerz takes hold,

life is rot, decay and mould.

"Life is cruelty, it can never be

the world I had expected to see"

Throat filling with bile

the existence he covets

will never transpire.

Weltschmerz.