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It's happening again

I'm losing interest in the things

I thought I had loved

This dream house, this pecan tree.

I am fading away

this time I won't return

The absurd is keeping me from moving forward

what's the point of living

when I know I die like

everything on this earth

I will

fall I will fall like ashes from the sky

Like all the kings and queens

Like all gods have before me

I am on a pedestal but

I won't be for long

No I won't be long

I don't belong