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I know this place, I’v been here many times before

I know this awful smell of hope

I know the reason I must stand here

I know this bitter-sweet taste of a loss

I drown in the vastness of guilt

I’ll be falling deeper and deeper

My heart is heavy, it drags me to the very bottom

I’ll be falling deeper and deeper till I feel nothing

I say ‘no’ to my life

I say ‘no’ to myself

I look upon the path I would follow a long time ago to finally understand that

The only true life is death