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I fade away. Every day I die a little bit inside, no matter how I try

And now I feel the pain. The constant violent aching brutal strain

My brain begins to fry

I’ll never be free of this madness, It and I are now one

Compulsions too strong to deny, I’ve tried but it has won

Some days I try to bear, my scattered past just shatters my own mind

I crave to sense nothing

I numb my thoughts, never caring of the consequence, escaping consciousness

Those who I love, struggling to understand my…

No one bothers anymore

My final pay, as I go too far to settle lighted soul, I fight for life