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2008

No job full of hate

33 years old

Recently paroled

Smoking weed

Searching for meaning

Life repetitive

Sick and tired of underachieving

Updating media

To open peoples minds

Of conspiracy theories

And societies crimes

Visions of grandeur

Changing the earth

Illuminati watching

Tracking me since birth

Unwanted, alone

Removed from my own home

Failed my crusade

My life was a charade

Now faced with reality

Despondent and dejected

Desperation sets in

Suicide selected

Too much of a coward

To take my own life

I couldn't slit my wrists

I couldn't hold the knife

It's then I decided

I would go to war

Good chance of dying

Joining the marine corps

Suicidal soldier

Military masochist

On the front

Target for friendly fire

In the shit

I'll always take the point

All hopes lost

Running solo recon missions

Semper Fi

Pathetic life time to die

Semper Fi time to die

Flak jacket

At the barracks

Rifle shot

Through my thorax

Helmet off

Going for broke

Incoming

Molotov

Burning alive totally satisfied

Depressed repressed what a shitty life

My platoon looks on to watch me fry

Dying while smiling its totally beguiling

On the front

Target for friendly fire

In the shit

I'll always take the point

All hopes lost

Running solo recon missions

Semper Fi

Pathetic life time to die

That's it