that night as I went to bed I had a very strange feeling first I could not fall asleep I remember that I was dreaming and a knife stabs into my eyes and into my ears then there was silence and only darkness like I’ve never seen before I opened my eyes and started to weep nothing to see the darkness so deep without sound for always dark a deeper ache is in my heart did you ever have this alarming feeling ? do you really know how my heart is bleeding ? is there any way to get out of this state ? I don’t wanna live no more, that’s my fate without sound for always dark a deeper ache is in my heart