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And I think... It's as I thought, getting nowhere pretty fast

The answer is for me... and me only

Slightly... self-indulgent

Slightly... selfish

Slightly... all those things that make up my...

Slightly... hopeful

Slightly... caring but scared

But mainly... all those things that make up my...

Mind...

Yeah, it's like you didn't notice... all the things that hold you back

Losing an objective focus... now pity the fool, pity the fool

And it's like you didn't care for this... all the things haunting inside...

And it's like you didn't notice...

Scratching... and waiting... and seeing... and playing the game

Observing it collapse... (watch it all) ...as they fold in... upon themselves

Constantly... try to find redemption, a way back to myself from this latest addiction...

And now... I appreciate, a few more... things I... took for... granted, but...

Always too late... to take an interest in, 'a you and me' ...What you afraid of?

Being...

...Aware that... I'm not... the... only one... in this...

Relationship... selfish little manchild...

And it makes the stains in my bed more cunning

Makes the scratches on my back that much more telling...

Yeah, it's like you never dealt with this...

All the confusion built up inside

Yeah, it's like you didn't notice...

Yeah, you didn't notice...

And as it comes apparent to me

I'm reeling and feeling for a change

And it's like I didn't notice...

Till it's always too...

Late...

If I could have that time again...

I'd... walk... clear...

Can't look back, must look forward... embrace the chance... here...

Then breathe... deeply...

Then seek a reason...

To feel...